Hiya Josh  / Charly Burdfield (Mate)

Hi Josh, 
Thought i wud pop on and say hi to u and your family as i aint been on for a little while. Blimey this public service course is startin to get realli hard, there is so much work and fitness so people cant keep up with it!! Neil is being realli hard on the whole class as he is given us work all the time and not everyone can keep up with it. He is realli pushin us on our fitness aswell, as he is makin us do alot more than last year!!!! But it will be worth it when we have completed the course. We r going to arrange another sponsered trip for you like we did last year but we are not sure where we are going to go yet. The four peaks was excellent last year i never wanted to come home, i would love to do it again. i think your mum said she is going to come on the trip with us this year so that should be good!!! Anyway hope your family is keeping well...
     Loves ya xxxxxxxxxx

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well well well  / Kay Skinner (lil sis )
well well well look who has turned 17 lol (all growd up) wheyyy next year drinking (legally) lol missin you so much had such a good birthday just wish u were here to celebrate it wth me but oh well we had a drink or two for ya love you so so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

misin u  / Kia Prentice (bets m8 )

hello bbz, 
sorry i havent written to you for such a long time i have been workin every hour god sends!
missin you alot... i think iv started to really come to terms with u gone latley but its been a very emotional couple of days! i kno you have been with me though because wen i was in ma room the other day and my big spongebob balloon that i got for ma b-day moved and i said " josh do that again but turn it the other way" it did and there was no wind. 
I hope you are proud of me for becoming a care nurse, it a hard thing to do because people die all the time! so it hurts alot!
please be safe darling
miss in you!! xx

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Sorry i havent been on for a while  / Charly Burdfield (Mate)
Hiya Josh and family, 
Sorry i havent been on to talk lately, i have been really busy with college and work. I cant tell ya how hard this new silvers course is. There is so much written work and neil is startin to make us run the mile and a half once a week. I have got so un fit now im driving, i can never be bothered to run anywhere. I hope all your family is ok and well. I will come on and talk again soon ok. Take care
                            
                                 Love Charly xxxxxxxxx

Was just rememberin wen we did the climbin it was great
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new year  / Kay Skins (lil sis )
well another new year full of pain and joy i miss u so so much but happy new year we lost kim to the unfaithfull god we have so the new year got off to a bad start but it can only get better make sure she is ok up there n make sure shes happy ake care of yaself babe love you n miss u more as each day passes xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

Happy new year  / Charly Burdfield (Mate)
happy new year, 
cant believe its flown past, alsohappy new year to all your family to, hope they enjoyed it. I went to sheffield for the new year with my boyfriend to visit his family that he hasnt seen for a long time. We went up there for 5 days it was great, got pissed nearly every night.
Anyway thought i would pop on and say hi gotta go and do some work now.
                  
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Happy New Year Baby Brother  / Emma (Sister)
Hey Josh,

Well thank god Christmas is over. It was difficult as you'd expect but then thats the same every day, not just christmas. Now it is the 1st of a new year. 2007. I can't believe its another year you never got to see. Its so unfair. I still don't understand why you were taken from us. Why you? I can only assume that you were so precious that you had work to do elsewhere. I hope you're ok wherever you are. I'm sure you have loads more friends. Everyone loves you so so much. Missing you more than ever. Love 'Esma' xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

Hope your all ok  / Charly Burdfield (Mate)

Hiya Josh,
Only me again, i thought about you and your family a lot over xmas. It was hard to have fun as all i was thinkin that you should be here having fun to. I hope your family enjoyed there xmas, even though they must have struggled without you being there. Xmas has flown passed, it all happened so quickly. Now it seems so weird that we are heading for another new year. I must admit that xmas isnt as fun as when you are little, its not as exciting. Anyway got to go, just popped on to let you know i hadn't forgotten about you.
Say hello to all your family for me and tell them that im thinking of them.

Charly xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Christmas 2006  / Nanua Nanua (Grandmother)

Darling Joshua
    Another Christmas without you it doesn't seem fair and I still don't beleive it and don't think I ever will. It was very different this year as the rest of us were not all together for the first time since before Emma was born. But things hopefully will be back to normal next year, I hope it was good for you and that you liked your little tree and had a laugh at the pictures. Love always & forever  Nannie xxxxxxxx

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Happy Christmas  / David Woolford (Brother in Law )
Happy Christmas Josh hope you are well.

Everyone down here is spending christmas day doing different things me, emma & louis are together with my family. Mum & Garry are in New York, whilst Nannie & Grandad are with Sandra & Charlie. 

We are spending our 1st first christmas in our new flat, we have a nice xmas tree and a few decorations. 

I promise to look after everyone especially your lovely sister Emma, she misses you so much as does louis.

take care now mate

Dave

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Merry Christmas  / Emma (Sister)
Merry Christmas baby brother, missing you more than words can say. Christmas will never be the same without you. Try and look in on all of us today. We all love you very much. xxxxxxx Close

Happy Xmas  / Charly Burdfield (Mate)
Well Josh,   
Cant believe its nearly christmas. The time has flown passed it only seemed a while back that it was my b'bay and that was in april!!!
Well just wanted to let you know that i will be thinking of you and your family this christmas.

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This time of year  / Sam Moss
Dear Paula and Gary.
It so much harder at this time of year if thats possible as it is hard every day. I wanted to tell you how we all will be thinking of you and although I never got to meet Josh I thing about him every day too. Lots of love Sam ,Bob ,Kerry, Ashley and Natasha x x   Close

Missin ya loads  / Charly Burdfield (Mate)
Hiya Josh,
We had the xmas boot of contention at college on Thursday, and the silver's won. Everyone was up for it and Neil sed make sure you win this for Josh. We won most of the sports as we had well good teams. Thats the second sports day that we have won since the beginin of the term, and as there only has been two i think we seem to be doing preety well. After the sports day me and the rest of the bronzes that are in the silvers this year went out the back of the sports hall and took the first shots at the casketball net that we had put up for you. We have waited so long for it to be put up and now its finally done. Soon, in the new year we are going to have a plack put on the basketball net with your name on it. It looks really good, i just wish you could be here to use it with us. 
                            
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Hey you.....  / Danielle
Hey Babyboy, just a lil message just 2 say how much i miss you around this christmas time an actually all the time.. 

I hope you are still watching over me hehe cause i like  to think you are like my lil protector...hehe

Hope you are ok.. and that you are safe at this time watching over everyone..

Wish you where here with me.. ooo i work at Marks & Spencer at the moment just for christmas but you know a jobs a job lol...

I just cant believe thats its over a year since you left us it seems like sooo much longer that i have been missing you..X..

Love ya Hunni 
All my Heart and Love Danni XxxxxkisssesxxxxX Just for you 
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Hiya mate  / Charly Burdfield (Mate)
Hiya Josh
Only me again!!! Sorry i aint been on in a while, i have been so caught up with all this college work we are gettin and know i have a new job so im workin every single day of the week!!!! Its knackerin me out!!! Hope you ave been lookin after urself!!! All of the silvers are goin for a xmas meal at smith and westerns next Friday, shud be a laugh but would much prefer it with u there!! Everyone missin you so much and your name is always mentioned in the class as we have so much stuff which reminds us of you, like all the pics from new forest and just silly little thrases that you used to say. We arnt going to the new forest before xmas. Thank god for that cos its way to cold to sleep in a tent in this weather. But im sure u wouldnt have minded. The time has flown passed since youve been gone. Wehad the safe drive stay alive presentation last thursday, the same one we had last year that your mum came to. Dont know if i told ya that i drive now, so does matt headly, quite a few people are learnin now. The class is going to brecon on 18th Dec for four days, but u get a choice if you want to go or not. Im not going cos i need to save my money as im supposed to be goin to sheffield on news years eve. Thats cocos all of my bfs family live there so i am goin to meet em and he aint seen them for years. So that should be good.

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Stars / Daddy
I miss those looks you use to give
The sweets reluctantly shared!
It never mattered who you were with
You always showed you cared.

The times you laughed about my shed
The trick you did with your eye lid
Skidding around the carpet on you head
I’m going out tonight Dad, lend us a quid.

Roller blades down the path that told me you were home
Your bike, punctured again, and all I did was moan
Never to here you sing from you room, so loud it hurt my ears
Counting out the candles on you cake to celebrate the years.

Joshua sing to me son I care not how loud
I will fix that puncture gladly, happily and proud
I no longer count the candles flickering on your cake
But instead gaze up to the sky at night and kiss the stars you make.

Daddy.
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i miss u  / Kay Skinner (lil sis )
hey bro 
im missin u alot i just dont no wat to do i cant stop thinkin of u.
what did i do to desrve this why does god wanna hurt me soo bad?
things will never be the same without u. its hard for me to tell u i love u n i miss u wen i stand over ure grave when i no il never hear ure voice again i want u back NOW god needed an angel so it seems x
i love u xxxxx
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Baby Lana  / Nannie Nanua (Grandmother)
Darling Joshua
   We went to see the new addition to our family yesterday your baby cousin Lana who was born on Sat 18th. Nov. to Alan & Julienne she is lovely and so small, you would have loved her. You were so wonderful with little ones, and all children loved you so much and took to you so quickly.  We will tell her all about you when she is older and what a lovely person you were. I am sure she would have loved you as much as we all did and still do now. Next time I see her I will give her a big kiss from you.
                            Always in my thoughts   Forever in my heart  xxxxxxxx
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xx / Kia Prentice (best mateq )

"Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worth while.
So when you are lonely, remember it's true
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you."

Hello bbz

Well where do i start! 
the court case has been and now thatnk god is gone, what an experince for your family to be dragged through its so unfair. Missing you i hard enough but then havng to re-live all of that day again must have been horrible, I have been thinking about that court case alot and your worth more then a 450pound fine and a bloody ban! your life was only just beginning and that stupid woman ruined it all! i will neva forgive her in all my life i promise you this! 
i hope your ok and safe! dont worry about anything here we are all sticking together and staying strong!

i miss u i still cant belive ur gone!!

well just remember "ALWAYS AND FORVA!" our trademark txtr to each other as gf & bf and as best m8s!

be safe my love sleep well xxx

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