world rememberance day 18th Nov for road crash victima  / Funda Sibels Mum
Joshua

thinking of you today, the CANDLE is lit shining bright for all you beautiful children taken from your families far far too soon.

Wishing your family peace today.

My love to you all


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2 years  / Sophie Callaway (friend)
morning joshy, wow 2 years have passed and it still feels like yesturday that u were farting and me laughting about it for ages and then stopping and just as ive calmed myself u have dun it agen lol. i miss you lots josh. its so horrible that ill neva hear ur voivce or can speak to u agen.
now i dont no if it was you that gave me the sign the otha day but thanx cos he wasnt worth it, he's getting back with his ex, am so upset but ahwel. i think ill give sophie bagnall a ring today just to see how she is and that . to go thru sum photos of u and exchange funny stories u monkey! u didnt deserve to be taken away.
i wish i cud see you just once more to say goodbye properly :( but i no i cant. but doesnt stop me from wishing and hoping. a week after u left i was at college and saw sum1 that looked just like u and i looked twice and fort it was but then reality hit me n i realised it was just cos i was hoping so bad it was you.wierd how wen u think bout seeing sum1 and then that day u see them . i think about seein u all the time. i just cant face to face. i talk to u most the time, well u prob have sin me do it lol ewwww i hope u dont watch me goin for poo :\ gr8 now im guna feel consious everytime i go for 1 lol. 
aniways my darling i will talk to u later. all my love and kisses, tink xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

10th October  / Emma (Sister)
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ul love it!!  / Kay Skins (lil sis )
wel look hu decided to write lol. i jus wanted to say OMG U WILL LOVE the song by phill collins in the air tonight! amazin song also the advert its in is well good cos theres a monkey on the drums haha its for dairy milk too how much better culd u get. 
. I sitll miss u. dunno if i said but i can drive now! wish u were here to c it u wuldnt beleave it im all grooweed up still ure forever young! u Big TURD! lol nah wish u wernt it b soo much better. i was drivin the other night bac from my mates bout 9ish got stuck behind a moped i culdnt handle it pulled over n sat there n cried i think we need u josh theres jus this big black tunnel that i can see no end too n i cnt get out its like a big fat turd that wont flush haha im tryin to make myself laugh cos if i cry ny more i think all my water will jus run out. its jus hard to imagine not cin u hearin ure voice n feelin ure cuddles . do u member that time i dreamt i was huggin a fish n it was ure leg haha u kicked me n woke me up lol or when we used to make the bunk beds into a den lol or wwen we used to play hide n seek n ud climp into the airing cubboard n i cud neva find u cos ud b in the top shelf haha oh and then we wud get the sheets from the bed or pillows n go down the stairs in them, mum would get so angry wat lil devils we were. we were so close why wud sumone take that away? i remember wen i fell out with mum (Dawn) rlly badly n came to dads n i was in mummy ps n dads bed asleep n u cme said goodbye n told me it wuld all b alryt b4 u went to school well where are u now to do that? tel me its all ok n that its all onna b just fine?!! i dnt think i can write any more sorry bro love you n miss u so sosososo much!!! take care angel xxxxx Close

xx cheeky joshy xx  / Sophie Callaway (friend)
mornin josh,
                     hope your alrite, i was goin through my room and found a few photos and thought of you. dont ask why im up so early lol. your still missed josh and are all thinking about you still. i dont think anyone would be able to forget you lol i dont no how you did it but everyone seems to know you, your just a well liked person and thats a good thing. your still in my me2you picture frame in your prom suit. must say you were lookin very strapping that day :) you and sophie looked amazing. ive beeen speakin to sadie lately, think we will meet up soon and catch up like old times. lol your shoes in mcdonalds hahaha was so funny, you no what i mean. could not stop snorting like a piggy :D ya see what u did to me and even though your not here in person i still laugh at silly things you said or did you donut. 
josh i never thanked you enough for things you helped me with. i just took life for granted and i guess what im saying is thank you, youve helped alot. your still in my mind and not just mine. ive just looked through this sight and it has all new things i havnt seen. your family are amazing josh  and they bought you up an unberlievable boy. what am i on about your an adult now lol. hope you had a good birthday, i no your family made a big effort for it :) anyways im off, i have a job interview at carphone warehouse lol woooop get me haha. 
love you josh, takecare of yourself, will look forward to seeing you again oh and do me a favour i have a date saturday night, give me a sign saturday at 6pm if you like him. :D xxxxxxxxxx Close

hi / Kia Prentice (best m8 )
well i cant belive it nearly here, 2 whole years...how stupid is that! 
still so fresh, still so sore, still always in my head. 
im in greece at the moment and i was thinking of u so i thought i would just quickly come and say somthing.2 years oh my god!!!
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The Boss!  / Daddy Pants
Its hard mate I needed more time,

To show you how much you were mine.

I hope in me you saw a friend,

A Dad, a mate with time to lend.


At times I use to shout and get cross,

I tried to make out that I was the boss!

But in truth I know you were always the one,

That would turn my anger into fun.


I need that now Josh for I am sad,

Your absence in my life is o so bad,

The way your grin would brighten my day,

I search my soul but there is no way.


I needed more time that much is true.

So I hold my breath till I can be back with you.


Daddy…….x
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<3 / Daniella Arnold
i miss you xx
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lost but remember  / Kay Skinner (lil sis )
Remember the laughs
Remember the smiles
Remember the times we had for a while
Remember the good
Remember the bad
Remember the love that we once had
Remember with a smile
Remember with a tear
Remember the times you held me in fear
Remember the kisses
Remember the hugs
Whatever you do don't forget US.

Miss u josh i feel lost i still cant bear to watch the wedding video it hurts too much but it sows your still here in my heart love you xxxx
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It's not brocken.  / Daddy Pants (Dad)
Hi Josh. Can you remember coming into our bedroom, waking me up and saying 'Its not brocken' I can still see your little face now, all flushed and full of pretence, as you held your left wrist with a bend in a place a bend should not be! We soon fixed you up though mate good as new.

How strange I should be here now, coming to your room holding my heart and saying 'Its not brocken' perhaps you could fix me up good as new also?

One day Son, one day..........

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HEY BABES...  / Kia/daniella Arnold/prentice (bestest girlies )
Hey babes.. 
its us... missing you still we have found a poem for you..!
Hope all is ok.!!

"Friends in high school are forever young.
Unchanged, they're where you always will belong.
The crowd is never gone, the pleasure stays,
The music of the moment always plays,
The time remains a field of wistful grace
To which you may return from anyplace.
Of course, you may still know them later on
When you are someone else and years have run;
And you may love them dearly, and they you,
But time must make their friendship something new.
Meanwhile, flourishing within your heart
There is a whole, of which you were a part:
A group of friends, one in love and pain,
In whom your longing comes alive again."

love you always
your gorgeous girlies...
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miss u  / Kia Prentice (bestest girlie )
missin u today and always babe! hvnt seen ur mum and dad for ages but always thinking bout them! i cant belive how long its been since u was taken... it seems like yesterday its still so raw, but it was like ages.... gos josh u dnt understand how much i miss hvin u about! i left our friendsship on such a bad note and we srgued so much the day before u got ur wings! i miss u i wish i could say sorry.... we had so much fun.. if onli people knew the trouble we used to cause lol! and all of our othwer secrets... im so glad i hv those otherwise i would have nothing. and our holiday secrests out secrets bitching about a certain laydee... ha ha ha! never ever forget it... miss u bbz
always bestmates 16forver..wish i was i dont want to grow up without u xx
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Back at College  / Nannie Clark (Nanua)

There we were on Thursday back at Chichester College watching the Passing Out Display of your fellow students which was wonderful to see, but also very upsetting for me because all I could think was how much better it would have been to see you in the squad. I know I would have been so proud of you as I always was. Remember how I always used to say you would look so good in uniform. I have seen the basketball court achieved with money from your fund. And when the plaque is in place it will be even better and hopefully people will never forget you. As Emma says will the pain ever go away at the moment I don't think it ever will. There isn't a day goes by that I don't talk to you and wish that you were here with us all again. Another one of your friends has come to join you in your special place, look after him I know you will. Until next time my darling Joshua 
                     Love you Loads Miss you More xxxxxxx 

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You're back in the newspapers!!  / Emma Woolford (Sister)

What a shock, to walk into a newsagents and see your face on a newspaper again for a horrible reason. Another boys life has been snatched away from him on that evil road. Maybe you should look after him, Josh, he only left this world 5 days ago. I know you will, thats you all over. 
I am very sad for Sam's family but my grief still belongs to you. I love you so much josh and miss you more and more everyday. Reading the article has broght every single detail of the days after your death back to the surface! Will the pain every go away??

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ummmmmmmmm / KIA PRENTICE (best friend )
Well that was wierd, reading what ya daddy wrote i duno why just was really wierd coz it sounded like something you would have said. 
me and daniella are jus sittin in er house lookin at ur site and i dno maybe it only me bt i keep thinking bout reli strang things really like wierd (sorry i keep using that word but it just seems to work better lol i keep thinking bout that mement when you was taken away from us and how it all happend, whether you knew what waas going on or anything  i kno i shouldnt think like that but i cant seem to help it! i hope your ok anyway sweetie, thinkg of u now and always love u xxxx Close

ummmmmmmmm / KIA PRENTICE (best friend )
Well that was wierd, reading what ya daddy wrote i duno why just was really wierd coz it sounded like something you would have said. 
me and daniella are jus sittin in er house lookin at ur site and i dno maybe it only me bt i keep thinking bout reli strang things really like wierd (sorry i keep using that word but it just seems to work better lol i keep thinking bout that mement when you was taken away from us and how it all happend, whether you knew what waas going on or anything  i kno i shouldnt think like that but i cant seem to help it! i hope your ok anyway sweetie, thinkg of u now and always love u xxxx Close

Muppet. / Daddy
Need to chat Josh?

I have this overwelming desire to do this so here goes.

Bet you are realy pissed off mate. All you was doing was coming home knackered after work, looking forward to your bed and wallop! Taken from us and all the things you had planned to do in an instant. If you was to walk through the door now Josh you would have a right go at me about that 'stupid bitch' (Your words) (My feelings!) who just wasnt looking and obviously didnt know what she was doing. I recon this is how it would go;

"Oh my God, what a muppet, I cant understand how she didnt see me. look at the state of my Bike!!! and wheres my helmet? Sorry Gazza your watch is brocken, she can bloody well pay for a new one."

"The copper who found me was wicked and he made her shut up coz all she kept doing was shaking me and winging on like a bitch on heat!! and oh my God I was gona whack her if she had kept on much longer. I'v never even driven a car, but I bet I would have been a better driver than her, even on my first go, what a Nob."

"Oh well WhatEver, as it happens its cool, cant explain why you just wouldnt understand and I cant be bovered to go through it all but yawl all understand slatters."

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hmmm / KAY SKINS (lil sis )
well first of all happy birthday woop woop big 18 hehe not long b4 i am now oh dear dangerous lol. i got head girl at my school so thats good but pls pls pray for me i have an exam tmz  n all next week so send some luck this way pls hehe. Mum  n dad renewed their vows was so lovely but bit emotional emma did a rly gd readin u wulda loved it she was so brave i culdnt of dun it! u ad me in tears again u smelly poo lol i wish i culd jus cme sit with u all day n all night n just talk ure ears off lol i miss u more than eva. so much is goin on but i never have a day that goes by where i dnt think bout u, you wil always be in my heart love u lots bruv sweet dreams xxxxxxxxxx Close

Just to say  / Georgina-tcf

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Time is passing so quickly  / Charly Burdfield (Mate)
Hiya Josh,

Sorry i havent been on to talk lately, i have been tied up with work and college and as its near the end of term we have so much work to get finished. I cant believe how fast the time is flyin by, its only 5 weeks till we finish college for good. This year has gone so quickly.
Anyway hope your family are ok, speak to u soon

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